I read somewhere that I should stop agreeing to shit I don't want to do. I tell myself that I do all of this shit for you. I know you think if you confide in me that I should want to confide in you, too. What am I doing? Am I just waiting for you? Maybe I just need something more to do. It feels like a concession to admit all the things I don't want to confess. It's too dark to cooperate so if you're trying to get me to you're wasting your breath. I will not close my eyes so you can cut me up again. What am I doing? Am I just waiting for you? Maybe I just need something more to do. If I confide in you, you will finally see the person I've tried so hard to keep you from seeing in me.